inside

well....... i've been a lot inside of me .... and it's really hurting me ..... the problems i've faced n the mistakes really taunt me ... well i really regrets the thing i've done ...things that even people won't suspect that i could do ..... when i'm trying to turn a new leaf ... the dark side of the leaf would always apparently turn upside down when it fell to someone's hand ....(if you know what i'm saying) heheheh ... speaking plak eh .... aku memang cubalah untuk menjadi baik but in the end memang x berguna langsung sume usaha usaha tu ....cuz nnti balik jadi jahat ...... memang fitrah manusia ker ??? ... ini ker ujian Yang Maha Esa untuk manusia akhir zaman ?? nk berubah ... mmg akan ada ujian .... thats why i always hope to be always loved by Him