aaaahhhhhhh...the best day in my life

Ahhhhhhh..... dia terima taubat aku n dia ok jer ...... 12:05 30 october ... a date i will remember .... ..... can't believe .... thank you Allah for softening his heart .... now all i have to do is to takle his heart n win it so we could be friends again .. i mean best friends .....hahahahahha ...... hope that it will last this time .... i'll pray for his help in tightening this bond n will always pray ... i won't do stupids things all over again n again ...... and thank you for giving me a second chance ... 

hey you

aku memang dah cuba macam macam untuk menang hati ko balik .... tapi ko macam x sudi aku buat ... aku pun x berapa paham .... i really wanted so bad to be your best friend again ... with all my heart ... you dont know how much i really want ... i know some readers would think ' what a weird boy ' ... but i'm the kind who really into close friendships .... i wouldn't imagine myself into deep relationship with a girl.... NEVER !!!!! why am i having a high instinct that you think i'm playing with you ....NO!!!!! i wouldn't do that to you ... you were my bestfriend n will always be ... eventhough ..... we are now far apart  really worlds apart ... i sometimes feel to be close to someone when i see someone who is isolating themself .... moreover when it was you who was the person .... i know , to whom, who is reading this , would think that i am really weird ... who cares ... i am not playing with you ... sometimes i joke around .... BUT  this time i'm NOT JOKING !!!! now ... ihope if you read this ...you will know the truth .... what is inside my heart ... all this time i'm trying to befriend with you again ... i'm trying all my wits to muster my courage to talk to ... thanx for reading you .. now you now that i wrote this ... 

inside

well....... i've been a lot inside of me .... and it's really hurting me ..... the problems i've faced n the mistakes really taunt me ... well i really regrets the thing i've done ...things that even people won't suspect that i could do ..... when i'm trying to turn a new leaf ... the dark side of the leaf would always apparently turn upside down when it fell to someone's hand ....(if you know what i'm saying) heheheh ... speaking plak eh .... aku memang cubalah untuk menjadi baik but in the end memang x berguna langsung sume usaha usaha tu ....cuz nnti balik jadi jahat ...... memang fitrah manusia ker ??? ... ini ker ujian Yang Maha Esa untuk manusia akhir zaman ?? nk berubah ... mmg akan ada ujian .... thats why i always hope to be always loved by Him